I Love You

And I had to wrap him in my arms and never let go.
He pressed his face against my neck,
his warm breaths felt on my skin.

"I will miss you." I wanted to say it aloud. "I Love you." But I couldn't. I just couldn't.

He hugged me tighter.

Just then I remembered how he had mouthed a kiss at me before, and I smiled.

He kissed my cheek before letting go.

I looked at him and thought,"I could eat him up."
Where did that come from? What?
" Shut up." I scolded myself.

"What?" He narrowed his eyes.

"What? Nothing." I quickly replied.

And then "I Love you too." is what he had.

I will have you in my arms

He's there, a few thousand miles away,
And if you ask how I feel now
My answer will be simple

'I understand how much this is necessary.'

Yes.. once I had said ' I fell for the wrong person.'
And of course, it had hurt him,
A lot,
There was a glimpse in his eyes.

'Why do you come to see the wrong guy then?' he had asked.
His eyes refused to meet mine.

Then, it was made clear what mistake I had done.
But I couldn't undo what's been said, I couldn't take my words back.

I knew a simple apologize wouldn't do any good.

'Can I just say "I Love You" and be forgiven?' My tipsy conscious made me smile like an idiot.

Even then he had pulled me in an embrace.

'How many times your gonna hug me?' I giggled.

'Everytime you give me something, I will have you in my arms, and make you realize you're mine.'

And with my declaration of love for him,
It wasn't just a kiss on my cheek but a branding on my soul was what he had done.

Tonight is the night.

Tonight is the night.

A huge four-poster bed,
With lavender gauzy curtains and white fluffy mattress,
In dim moonlight through the half-opened window,
And soft, warm sea breeze filling the room.

It was a perfect picture of solitude.

Until
Two figures were seen.
Slow movements and heavy breaths.

The air was too charmed to hold back the desires.

They wanted the same thing,
To be loved and be in love.

One Playful push,
And he fell bouncing on long-awaited bed.
She gracefully saddled him,
His hands were immediately tracing her velvety smooth skin,
Her arms around his neck and his face buried against her.

As she lowered herself,
She felt him within her
Deeper, closer than she thought was ever possible.

The night then witnessed,

As they made love
Holding each other, in the ambience of endless passion and sweet fragrance.

A relishing reverie

Have you ever thought of what would happen in afterlife?

I do. Everyday. Every moment.

Because I know it's only a matter of time, that he will leave. That we can never be together. That there can never be 'Us'.

Tears pooling at the corner of the eyes,
A strange shot of pain
Where a heavy heart beats.

Yet the memories bring shy smiles,
A relishing reverie
When I recall him sitting across me,
Looking straight into my eyes.

I devoured him shamelessly.
'What?'he raised his eyebrow.

'You are handsome. You look beautiful when you smile.'

He smirked, 'Because that's the only thing I do from heart except....'

'Except?!' I questioned immediately.

And he had just winked.

Now that, the time is almost over.

I'm prepared.
I pray. I wish. I believe.

'Forever is a longtime and whether we get our happy ending or not, Our Love definitely will.'

"Just wait for me."

At times, we all act immature, irrational, possessive, proud or egoist.
Life is a simple equation if you know how to solve it.

Yet we complicate it for our own conveniences.

"Just wait for me." is what he had said.

Be it a year or two, or ten to be precise.
Some see it as submission,
But I say it is devotion.

To stay committed, to love a person beyond forever.

He advises you, inspires you,
Motivates you, surprises you.
You wish to become a better person for him, for yourself.
He is like a father figure.

Makes you laugh, makes you cry,
Teases you, fights with you,
Cuddles yet spank,
Playful as ever.
He is like your brother.

Having his head on your lap,
Brushing his hair till he falls asleep,
Be there for him whenever he needs you,
When you'll do absolutely anything for him.
He is like a son to you.

Listens to all you've got to spill and consoles you,
Knows all your secrets, never judges.
Despite all differences, similarities prevail.
He is your friend.

Yours to take care of, to comfort his distress and make sure he belongs to you.
He is your lover.

At sign of a little trouble,
He will do whatever it takes to keep you safe.
He is your protector.

'Six jewels', they say,
What makes you believe,
It is Him.
He is the one for you.

You know that your place is right next to him as an equal.
He is your partner.

Again when you know,
You can sit at the feet of that person, and serve him until your last breath.
He is your ultimate master.

You love him way too much to not obey what he says.

So, yes.
Without any doubt, without a second thought,
I will wait,
Wait for him,
As long as it takes.