A relishing reverie

Have you ever thought of what would happen in afterlife?

I do. Everyday. Every moment.

Because I know it's only a matter of time, that he will leave. That we can never be together. That there can never be 'Us'.

Tears pooling at the corner of the eyes,
A strange shot of pain
Where a heavy heart beats.

Yet the memories bring shy smiles,
A relishing reverie
When I recall him sitting across me,
Looking straight into my eyes.

I devoured him shamelessly.
'What?'he raised his eyebrow.

'You are handsome. You look beautiful when you smile.'

He smirked, 'Because that's the only thing I do from heart except....'

'Except?!' I questioned immediately.

And he had just winked.

Now that, the time is almost over.

I'm prepared.
I pray. I wish. I believe.

'Forever is a longtime and whether we get our happy ending or not, Our Love definitely will.'